Mom Diaries: Confession of a Stay at Home Mom- Learn to Trust Yourself



"Journey of Stay at Home Mom Series" 



Learn to Trust Yourself





I Journaled Every Day for a Month

Hi Warrior Chic’s! 


Today, I'm starting a journal series (nothing deep just expressing how I feel)  at times being a trucker wife and stay at home mom. Feel free to leave your on story or comment if what I post during the "Journey of Stay at Home Mom Series" resonate with your soul. 


A lesson you need to learn early in life is to rely on your own intuition and the way your spirit reacts to a situation. Being a parent you will have a lot of people trying to give you advice. I always said everyone advice isn’t good advice and everyone opinion is exactly what it is their opinion. You can take it or leave it.


Most of my adult life I have always left advice right with that person. I trust my own intuition and let it guide me to the right place at the right time, it never fails.


My high school senior year I became pregnant, this wasn’t such a terrible mistake the year of 1997 a lot of girls were pregnant but most people did not know due to the fact they were hiding their pregnancy. It was close to the end of the school year, I still haven’t passed the math part of my high school composites test. I had 2 more credits to get in then I was done. 


My Aunt came up with a great idea, so my mom thought! Back then she did whatever someone else thought was a good thing. O, “she can go to Shaw,” this is where all of the other hide away pregnant girls go in the city of Panama City, Florida back in 1997. “My Aunt explains to her.” Why? I never wanted to do that, but hey I was still in my mom’s house in had to do what she thought was best. 


That really messed up my life and my self-esteem for a long time. Although, nobody ever knew that until now! Now that I am older I don’t blame either of them. They actually though they where having my best interested at heart. No, I could not walk with my senior class. No, I did not pass the math part of my high school composite test.  No, I did not have that baby; I had a miscarriage due to all of the stress during that time. 


Yes, I did get all of my credits, however I lost my friends because we didn’t really stay in touch and I didn’t explain what was going on in my life at that time. After losing the baby, and my friends I was really out of it. I don’t know if my mom really thought over the decision she made for me to move to an entire new school, when I only had 2 months left in the school  that I was already attending, it don’t make much sense now. 


I don’t know if she did it because her sister told her too. It doesn’t really matter now. I made things happen for myself with no one else advice or opinions. I received my GED on my own, I went on to college on my own, I have written 2 books, and over thousands of articles online and making pretty well as a freelance writer. I promise myself that when I have a decision to make it will be my own truth not from anyone else truth. 


The best advice that you can ever receive comes from your spirit, and listening as God tells you what to do. Listen to your spirit. Don’t allow anyone to turn your life upset down. That’s what life is all about choices and trusting yourself. In order to be a good parent and finding you’re on identity in this world.


You will need to be silence and listen and trust your own intuition, be happy with who you are and how you direct your own life path. 


Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding: in all your ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct your paths.

Proverbs 3:5-6 NKJV

Be Inspired to Love Yourself


Warrior Chic

XOXO


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